hi Calvin
I’m glad that you have meet our friend Jesus. The good newa is that he is here and on our side. He came to earth and lived the life He led for the express purpose of forgiving our sins.
He loves to have us speak to Him as a child would to a father, or as a long lost love returning home..
Just speak to Him please, It is His joy to hear us. And His purpose to forgive us when we hurt him.
We are all unhealthy, far from home and searching for His forgivness.
I will add you Calvin to my prayer list and ask our Friend to show you the path to health and the wisdom to deal with your afflictions.
Dig into His word with a humble spirit and you will dig the results.
Your brother in Christ
Danny